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So........... I can only put this as my brain is processing it so bare with me plz
I've struggled with my perception or should I say reality ? With the " norm " now I am fundamentally aware there is no " norm " but as a child I hated my " norm " and from a young age felt why the heck we were to tow a line ? I.e. Grow up, get educated, go to work, get married, have kids etc etc yet I did it and craved a family etc I have two grown children and am now a nanny to my first granddaughter and for the first time ever I have found my place in the world, having never done so before, even being a parent ! Now I am currently 2 years post breakdown ( 3 before ) trying to get myself back into a world i.e. Work and functioning, really sat here wondering why ? Yes the world means I should be working and functioning but how can you force yourself to be a part of something you have absolutely no desire to be a part of ? By default I am here, kids etc but really struggling with pushing myself when I've never got life, simple
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