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I would like peoples opinion please. following a very frank and distressing 2 hour appointment with the psychiatrist it was decided to stop cit straight away wait a week and start mirtazepine. The last time I took 20mg of cit was thursday evening. I can take diazapram if required, which i haven't yet.
My head feels lighter even empty, my mood feels lighter maybe too light. i went out last night after 9pm and walked along the edge of a set of locks the water was a long way down but i found this amusing and fun. Didn't want to commit suicide but thought about jumping in for the fun of it.I was even laughing. thats a first for a long time. didn't jump mind you.
Is this a temporary high because i'm coming off cit or is the fun go lucky me coming back? Have other people experienced this feeling. Will I suddenly come crashing down?
I at present am debating starting the other drug, I don't want to put on weight and it has a sedating effect.
Talked to my cpn today she is not sure why I am feeling like this either could be withdrawral related but then again I'm not really thinking about much. Haven't really cried since saturday night either. It feels really weird.
Hope you can understand or make some sense of my ramble maybe my head is still a bit or a lot muddled.
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