day 8 and counting
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hi everybody, yeah day 8 with me so far so good today. yesterday was a pure nightmare, panic/anxiety stricken all day. almost took myself to the a+e @ local hospital but as that's almost an hours drive away decided against it. popped a 5mg diazepam which did help eventually. too much time on my hands and my brain goes into hyper mode, which is scarey at times. trying to get my head into sudoku puzzles n crosswords to occupy myself, but have go no interest in the telly whatsoever, do'nt mind the radio on at times. tried talking to my sister but waste of time she's not interested, which saddened me a wee bit but that's life hope everybody I've met on here is doing well and still managing a smile
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carl58303 david_25160
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The early days are tough, no doubt about that! Here's hoping you are like me and it tails off toward the end of week two and into week three - I have three weeks in today. Some people suffer for a lot longer so hope it ends soon for you.
The panic attacks are the pits, eh! All that adrenaline pumping round! I still have a mild stomach 'knot' from it - but mainly I don't notice it anymore.
Is it OK to mix your drugs? I'm on a bunch of stuff but not mind altering drugs apart from Flu. Just that. I'm not sure I could cope with other drugs as well - does it not confuse you as to what is doing what in your head?
Finding a good distraction to keep your mind occupied with whatever other than you and your story has to be key - it is for me, anyway. Fortunately for me, I like movies and can transport myself for an hour or two - which is brilliant. Respite! Calm!
Is there anyone other than your sister to talk to? If she doesn't know depression/anxiety, she can't possibly understand you. Seems you have to have been here to understand.
Good luck anyway, I hope things calm down for you quickly.
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