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Im going to start off saying ive posted 4 times counting this one and recently ive been scared to fall asleep because i feel my depersonilization will be worse in the morning which it usally is(by the way i go to sleep at 11:00-1:00 and wake up at 5:45 on school days i was wanting to know if depersonilization can get worse with lack of sleep). If im at school it only seems to worse i dont know if its because of me being tired or social anxiety or what ever but even if im at home i cant focus on anything or relax because all i want to do is concentrate about this horrible feeling and make it go away!!!!!. Some days i will feel good in the morning for a few minutes but i never lasts. I also cant enjoy anything anymore like youtube talking and petting my dogs or anything like running or basketball which i was going to play for the school but now im not sure because physical movement makes it alot worse. I hate waking up every morning and being alive anymore somedays i just want to die. Ive been to the docter alot and they were trying to help me but my parents stopped taking me. Any advice would help
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