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For the past few months, I have noticed a change in me. I am usually known for being a super positive person, but I started to go through life with a negative outlook. I find myself losing friends constantly, crying multiple times daily without a specific reason, and dreading each day. I pretend to be happy around other people in public, like when I'm at school, and sometimes I'll even feel a little burst of happiness and think I'll be okay. But before I know it, the process just repeats.
I have told a couple of my friends, but nobody thinks it's that serious. Some have told me they're sad too, or it's going to be okay, but they don't realize the severity of the situation. I have thoughts about suicide often, but they tell me I'm just going through a rough patch. It makes me feel as though I'm being dramatic about the situation and need to stop telling my friends how I feel. I am too nervous to mention it to my parents or my doctor.
I just don't really know what to do anymore.
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