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Hi, My long term girlfriend broke up with me after 5 years back in August and after this I abused illegal drugs for a couple of months which i now missively regret. In October last year i just started to feel very depressed. I had never suffered anything like this before and I was hoping that it would soon pass but if anything it just got worse. I finally went to see a doctor today who guided me to this website to gain some more knowledge.
Regarding how Im feeling I feel like i am not attached to the real world, In a dream like state. I dont seem to have any drive or enthiusasm anymore i just try get myself through the working day. I always feel very tired and achy, I often sleep for 3-4 hours when i return home from work as I cannot stay awake. My personality has just dissapeared with depression, I dont really make jokes or find anything funny anymore. I put on a front to try find things funny but inside my body just feels nothing. I hardly reconise my own voice when i talk to people its strange. I also wake up 3-4 times a night which just means that when i wake up in the morning im always tired.
Has anyone else suffered these symptoms, It would be good to hear from people who have been through this.
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