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I’m running out of options, I’m not sure where to turn to anymore.
I’ve had depression and anxiety for about 7 years now, progressively getting worse over the years.
I’ve been on various antidepressants and medication for anxiety, some working for a while and then back to square one.
I lost my Nan to cancer a few months ago, and since then my depression has been at an all time low. I have suicidal thoughts, I’m so on edge all of the time, can hardly breathe and constantly crying. I’ve had various counselling over the years, but the most recent has just signed me off abruptly and left me feeling even more hopeless. I’ve told doctors about suicidal thoughts but I just get given emergency numbers, which quite frankly I’m never going to ring.
I’m really struggling to see a way forward. My friends never know what to say and I don’t want to put anymore stress on my mum, who also suffers with depression and is grieving for my Nan. I feel so so alone.
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