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I really need some help. Ive been going through depression with no help for 3 years. Ive been trying to control it but i dont know what to do. Its wore at certain times and when something goes wrong it triggers the way i feel. I feel as if im not good enough for anything. People call me names without realising the implications it may have on my state. I feel lower than the low. Ive just had a panic attack to the point my hands and fingers were numb. I tried to commit 3 years ago when i was very low and pregnant after thise 2 attempts i swore id never do it again as it wasnt meant to be. My partner doesnt understand my struggles and he doesnt try to because i just repeatedly keep hurting him with my actions. Hes left me because he cant take it anymore. He says im not changing. I feel so helpless. I love him so much and he doesnt understand what its like to be so insecure and go through what im going through. Hes been there through so much already
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