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Hi, this is the first time I write in any forum like this. I have suffered from depression for quite a while, it goes and then something pull the trigger and I get depressed again. I was on theraphy for almost 3 years (psychologist no meds) 3 years ago. My last breakdown was when my fiance left me 5 months ago. We were due to get married this may. As the date comes closer is harder for me to keep going. While I was with him I must say I was very happy even though I have my normal blue days. However since he left me I have been so lost. I started theraphy again (now psychiatric) and for the first time I am doing some meds fluoxetine and clonazepam. I feel hopeless. During the week I dont do so bad as I work and try to go to the gym, but weekends are dreadful. I sleep most of thems. I havent seen or talk to any of my friends since the wedding was cancel. I am still very heartbroken, ashamed and embarrassed. I only speak to member of my family whom I have no choice but to talk to them as I see them everyday. The rest I have no contact. I changed my mobile number and close all my social media accounts.
I only wish to sleep and dont wake up again.
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