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Now i have been diagnose with bipolar disorder because there was a time i dint sleep for 3-4 days when I switched from desveaflaxine to priatiq and had some motivation to recover but i had no shift in my energy i still feel fatigued .... i am again changing the doctor for the 3rd time ... i am getting mad ... please help me my symptoms are Chronic Tingling sensation , all day fatigue , chronic weakness in legs, mood and thoughts change in minutes , yawning when fatigued , thoughts and images that are not reverent to what i am thinking, blurred vision and flashy lights 24 hours , no sex drive and chronic decrease in libido since last 1 and a half year , intrusive thoughts of hitting some one from my car once they were troubling me for 24 hours now they come n go , feelings of nerves in fingers , anger , extreme irritability , inflated ego allways , spinning vision (once) chronic memory loss, strain remembering things , trouble concentrating, sometimes i think i will recover n i am recovering sometimes i think i wont recover ever and other negative thoughts , muscle twitches , pain in fingers or head , headache, weired thoughts like why are we like this with 2 hands 2 legs etc and other disturbing thoughts , brain fog , brain shocks or brain zaps without any withdrawal of a medication , chest tightness , thinking of first time i am seeing night , dreamlike state , spending , little bit of hallucination , i used to feel nervous excitement before all of this has started , not believeing the medications and the doctor, constant feeling of getting misdiagnosed... i was diagnose with health anxiety and depression before took 2 medicine none of them work now diagnosed as bipolar disorder .... lazy , less motivation , pain in knee while stepping stairs ,low vitamin d low b 12 was founded but it got resolved , chest tightness , when i was diagnosed with anxiety and when the medicines were not working i made everyone belive that it is something else like bipolar which is more serious now these medicines (bipolar) are also not working n i think i have anxiety and depression which is in its most severe state n causing me these troubling symptoms ... all of this started when i was in my hometown suddenly i felt like fainting n after that for some time my vision got dark which was fine the next day in morning that was the period of time when i used to think that i have hit someone from my car n i used to check again n again n used to seek reassurance and this was the time when i used to think of different ideas of business and used to tell my dad about my creative ideas one-two of them were copied.. i allways had less motivation but i used to do the things i loved very bravely as in driving for long road trips at a very small age i allways used to feel that i am not sleepy everyone around used to get tired when i used to keep driving ... I think all of this is being caused by overly stressed body please help me n tell me what is it ... i feel nerves in the fingers too .. no sex drive left end of libido from last 1yeqr .... nowadays i am also getting so negative thoughts that i wont recover ever feeling of extreme hopelesness.....please help me ill die ... these symptoms are 24/7 into action :... brain zaps without any discountination of any medication ... HELP
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