DESPERATELY HELP NEEDED

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2 days ago

Now i have been diagnose with bipolar disorder because there was a time i dint sleep for 3-4 days when I switched from desveaflaxine to priatiq and had some motivation to recover but i had no shift in my energy i still feel fatigued .... i am again changing the doctor for the 3rd time ... i am getting mad ... please help me my symptoms are Chronic Tingling sensation , all day fatigue , chronic weakness in legs, mood and thoughts change in minutes , yawning when fatigued , thoughts and images that are not reverent to what i am thinking, blurred vision and flashy lights 24 hours , no sex drive and chronic decrease in libido since last 1 and a half year , intrusive thoughts of hitting some one from my car once they were troubling me for 24 hours now they come n go , feelings of nerves in fingers , anger , extreme irritability , inflated ego allways , spinning vision (once) chronic memory loss, strain remembering things , trouble concentrating, sometimes i think i will recover n i am recovering sometimes i think i wont recover ever and other negative thoughts , muscle twitches , pain in fingers or head , headache, weired thoughts like why are we like this with 2 hands 2 legs etc and other disturbing thoughts , brain fog , brain shocks or brain zaps without any withdrawal of a medication , chest tightness , thinking of first time i am seeing night , dreamlike state , spending , little bit of hallucination , i used to feel nervous excitement before all of this has started , not believeing the medications and the doctor, constant feeling of getting misdiagnosed... i was diagnose with health anxiety and depression before took 2 medicine none of them work now diagnosed as bipolar disorder .... lazy , less motivation , pain in knee while stepping stairs ,low vitamin d low b 12 was founded but it got resolved , chest tightness , when i was diagnosed with anxiety and when the medicines were not working i made everyone belive that it is something else like bipolar which is more serious now these medicines (bipolar) are also not working n i think i have anxiety and depression which is in its most severe state n causing me these troubling symptoms ... all of this started when i was in my hometown suddenly i felt like fainting n after that for some time my vision got dark which was fine the next day in morning that was the period of time when i used to think that i have hit someone from my car n i used to check again n again n used to seek reassurance and this was the time when i used to think of different ideas of business and used to tell my dad about my creative ideas one-two of them were copied.. i allways had less motivation but i used to do the things i loved very bravely as in driving for long road trips at a very small age i allways used to feel that i am not sleepy everyone around used to get tired when i used to keep driving ... I think all of this is being caused by overly stressed body please help me n tell me what is it ... i feel nerves in the fingers too .. no sex drive left end of libido from last 1yeqr .... nowadays i am also getting so negative thoughts that i wont recover ever feeling of extreme hopelesness.....please help me ill die ... these symptoms are 24/7 into action :... brain zaps without any discountination of any medication ... HELP

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    Can I ask who diagnosed you with bipolar please X
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    First things first Hun your not going to die..you need proper help like seeing a therapist there's times when people can deal with it but then there therapists for people who are having hard times everything you have described is everything I have accept hallucinations I don't get..I have tryed 3 different meds not working also bin on diazepam makes me so so tired I suffer panic disorder..as well but now my doctor has had to refer me to see a psychiatric to actually diagnose me properly..as I keep having it over years..even when I was a child I wud have thoughts that me mum and dad wud get run over and wish it did happen as they abused me badly but when someone does bad to me now I wanna hurt them bad as they hurt me..eg husbands exes u r not alone Hun X

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    Not sleeping for 3-4 days is not enough for a diagnosis of Bipolar, not even nearly. Please tell me there was more to it than that?
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    First of all except the problem the doctor said the moment you except the wondering thoughts loosen its power .

    Secondly start doing physical workout. Like join a gym or dance classs,go for long run etc.Sweeting can reduce the stress.

    Third whenever you feel short of breath or anxious do deep breathing it helps in calm down.

    Last but not the least you should accept you are not alone here we all are here to help each other.

    Cheers .😊

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    Lack of sleep for 3-4 days is probably due to changing medication as I've had exactly the same have you seen a psychiatric nurse to diagnose you the mental illness..doctors can't tell you if you have bipolar get your doctor to refer you to see a psychiatric nurse to get a proper diagnosis as I referred my self to Iapt to get psychological therapy help and they told me as well doctors can't properly diagnose you they can only diagnose you as mental issues or panic disorder..so she recommended for me to get a proper diagnosis so then my therapist and doctors no exactly how to treat me and help me it's worth a shot there's too many people who can't sleep with anxiety very hard to deal with your not on your own

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