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After a night out drinking on Halloween night (not a heavy drinker, just occasionally drinker), I have never been the same. I feel not my self and the people around me seem to be unreal, it's like I don't have that connection when I talk to other people and I've lost my identity. Everything seems like a dream 24/7. My vision is weird, kind of like I miss moments in what I see and my eyes are sensitive to sunlight. I also feel weird, kind of like I'm not myself. When I look at my hands or body, it's weird. It's like I'm learning to be a human again. My hearing is also not right, it's kind of like I have to really listen to hear what someone says. I'm barely eating, I get sad, lonely(even though my family are with me), it's hard to remember things that I did throughout the day, I have thoughts of suicide, death doesn't seem too bad when you have these symptoms. Everyday is tough, I wake up and right away I feel like this. It seems to get sort of better at night though right before bed which I don't get. I'm also going through a break up with my ex gf whom I gave a kid with and she's with someone else but i don't really think about her because what I'm going through is more tough than going through a breakup. I just want to feel normal again just like I did before I drank that night, it's hard to enjoy like this. I want to enjoy life with my daughter. Can anyone help me in diagnosing what is wrong with me?
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