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Hi! I feel like bad person all the time and feel guilty and ashamed. I kinda hate myself and think that my brain made me feel this way. I always feel like there is something i did in past that is siriously wrong and that i could not forgive myself. I always feel like people hate me for that and that i dont deserve normal life. I feel like others know everything about me and my life and every step i make.. sometimes i feel like someone can even read my thoughts and judge me.
For example, if i search on internet and go on forum about something i do not have/like/hate/feel idk (for example Help drug addicts or smth like that) i feel that everyone can see it and that everyone is talking about me and i cant prove otherwise... (that i never did drugs)..
Im so depressed and cant live normal life. I cant remember last time i was happy. Sometimes i feel suicidal too. I feel this way for long time. Please help
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