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Feeling like I've let my self down in ways, training to be strong miltary trained, hmm by now you'd think you could let this go I've said it before should be a skill we master
It's irrelevant the conversation I'm referring to the person too.
Sometimes I think the cause we use is the reason we get to excuse ourselves happy to win no matter the cost.
We should stop and not lose sight of why people are here shouldn't matter whom is right or wrong is it not all just word play holding a person accountable for maybe not choosing the correct words
I feel bad today for trying to justify my actions that posinaly pushed someone away from help and the site lost touch with what mattered the most and became indulged in a point scoring contest on words and the use of them failing to realise there's a person at the other end of the screen reading digesting the information the person in question resulted into changing their name and I failed to notice that is something I'll never forget they asked for me to leave it maybe the embarrassment I put on them on technicalities was to much to bare the public humiliation a step to far
Now I fear the person has left the site and I myself pushed them further away from the help they needed
What can I say I feel empty I feel disgusted In myself how did the plea to stop slip past an otherwise hypo-vidgalant person in becoming to the aid of someone else I became the bully of another
For what purpose I feel no better sometimes we have to learn to walk away is the biggest and best thing to do so disappointed it lost its meaning and became a need to prove a point and someone else suffered for it at my hand that's not what I'm about at all
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