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In brief, got married coming up to 2 years in July. 7 weeks before wedding was admitted to hospital with severe body tremors had all tests done and came back inconclusive apart from an under active thyroid. Suffering from muscle aches , panic attacks, depression and a split personality ( welcome the menopause). Put in the following pills: levothyroxine (dosage keeps going up 100 mg, B12 injections, iron and vit D, fluoxetine 40mg, amitriptyline 30mg. In September I was diagnosed with cervical cancer and in Nov had a radical hysterectomy and lymph nodes taken away then put on HRT. In March my husband tells me that I've pushed him away and no longer loves me. I'm talking to a counsellor at "maggies" but I have days when I really don't want to live anymore. TODAY IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS 😢😢😢. My eldest son (23) lives overseas and my youngest 17 lives at home and it's so unfair for him to see me when I depressed. 90% of the time I'm putting on a brave face but I'm tired of doing this now xx
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