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My dad passed away last year due to old age (90's). My mum is 75 and has all the ailments of a woman in her age. I understand that the Almighty decides when loved one are taken. MY HUSBAND AND I SPLIT 6 WEEKS AGO and I have bad eyesight. Although I wear a lens inmy right eye I developed Cateract in my left post corneal transplsnt surgery. This has really knocked my confidence and feel that I cant di anything for myself. I wake up every morning in a panic thinking my mum has g9br iut for a walk or to the shop and somat bad will happen to her. I cant cope with cooking unoess someone is there because my sense of smell has heightened and feel it will affect my eyes and I will have to take my lens out for a few hrs which I cant cope with. My glasses I cant function with they feel distorted so my confidence has gone down the pan. Its bordering Agoraphobia as im msking excuses fir everythibg that can go wrong evrn though ivr donr these tasks before and nothing bothered me. What shall I do to change my th9ught process
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