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I'm not excited for Christmas and certainly not happy to be entering another year of this misery. I don't have anything to celebrate so NYE parties & all this festive excitement has bypassed me completely. I don't care about any of it I'm sick of being unhappy, unstable, unmotivated, tired, angry, lonely & constantly on edge. No more meds or therapy or lifestyle changes I'm fed up of being me I just want to be someone else that has a simple happy life without having to battle with my own brain every single day. Struggling at work because I hate every second of being here but in so much debt I have no choice but to keep going even though I want to do nothing but sit in my room in my bed alone. Everyday feels like I'm trapped in a nightmare which is ironic because I don't sleep much because my brain is too loud. I'm just a mess and starting to think I always will be.
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