Drowning more

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Erm I'm very low at the moment. I've had depression for two years and it's destroyed my life

I'm starting to fear leaving the house and I really would love to end my life but I don't have the strength

I was tipped over the edge I had met someone 4 months ago stupidly I thought maybe this is my chance for normality I felt like myself around him and he seemed to care

He broke up with me before Christmas (we had things planned with his family) it went from him having commitment issues then intimacy issues then to his feelings changed

A lot of things in my life just seem to get pulled away from me and I just just feel cursed

It hurts me he will find someone else I just feel it would have been nice just

to be a bit happier for a bit longer

I feel just so unlucky so times my worse nightmares come true

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    Don't get discouraged sweetie it's gonnA be ok I ha e been deepresssed for 2 years and it's hard try talking to a counselor if it helps . Please do something there are people who care and I care

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    But for him to be like that in 4 months I'm sorry 😐 maybe he will come around

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      He said he had doubts but continued to invite me round then after all this dumping wishes me a happy Christmas and hopes I'm having a great day obviously out of pity

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      That was very selfish for him to do and if he comes around again don't give into him easy as like right away. Take your time so you don't get hurt again . I understand having doubts but what he did to you wasn't very nice .

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    Kelly are you been treated for your Depression ?, if not I would advise you talk to your GP

    You are not alone, we all go through the same problems when we start dating, sometime the relationships go pearshaped and we end up in one big heap as we try and get through the loss. 

    Life is full of loss and no matter how we try and avoid it we end up suffering and eventually making changes.

    What you need to understand the person who walked out of your life was not the person for you. Your future Mate is still out there awaiting the right person like you, your last relationship was not working and to be honest it is better that you find out now before a Marriage you find that person was wrong for you and you are best to understand that now instead of ten years later ??. You now need to dust yourself of come to terms with that disappointment and move on.

    Good Luck



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