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so about a year ago I was stupid enough to remove a few of my moles with apple cider vineger (found the method online) and it worked, even though a few came back. now about two months ago i had a new mole i didnt really like so I did the same thing (and it worked) but then I started panicking because some of my other moles and other random areas in my body started itching. (this was around the same time as final so I had even more stress from that). then for a whole week I felt really dizzy and could barely go outside or anything other than laying down without feeling weird, also I saw a few moles on my hip were changing that really freaked me out. I went to the doctors a couple times (didnt tell them about me removing moles) but they said all my moles look fine and that the headaches and weird feeling will go away. they didnt, and eventually I got the moles that were changing removed, and the biopsy for them came back fine (they were normal).
for the last two months I havent been feeling like myself at all and sometimes when im outside i feel like im losing touch with reality (depersonalization??). smoking marijuana helps sometimes, but at other times it makes me feel even worse. I should also mention that ive been smoking a lot more in the past month or so. there was also one time about half a year ago i took LCD that didnt affect me, I think it was bad (is it possible it ruined my brain?)
yesterday the moles that I removed started itching (not too badly, but enough to give me anxiety)
I also have a tingling feeling in the back of my head at the moment
I want to go to a doctor but he will probably say its nothing...
is it possible I have cancer?? or is it just my anixety? if i even have anxiety?
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