ESA tribunal today !
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This afternoon is my tribunal for ESA and I'm terrified .
My whole body is in total agony today and every muscle is ridged ,the shooting pains are like needles . Im so exhausted and anxious I carnt function ,so scared of want the outcome will be ,
everybody says I look so well that I think the panel will think I'm lying . im a positive person too and do everything I'm supposed to do to help me get better ,in the Atos interview this went completely against me .
Not feeling hopeful today 😒
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shelagh6 mags_65850
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best of luck for today
Shelagh xxx
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kaz_40 mags_65850
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Boqer mags_65850
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Be kind to yourself
Boqer
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julie43903 mags_65850
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PiliPalaB4ch julie43903
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My tinnitus is horrendous too just now, so I know how you feel. I really hope you get some help/ answers soon. Gentle hugs (())
julie43903 PiliPalaB4ch
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kaz_40 julie43903
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shelagh6 julie43903
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take care Julie, gentle hugs xxx
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kaz_40 PiliPalaB4ch
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leona18728 shelagh6
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I had 6 months off last year with a massive flare up after having my sinus operation done, I felt I had no support from anyone in work, when my manager visited me at home I felt she was trying to get me to finish work and talked about everyone on the unit who had a headache or sore throat etc and made me feel I was skiving,
I worry if I go suck again they will try and get rid of me and il be on no pay,
This worries me to as I'm in no benefits to fall back on,
I've also learned to keep quiet I go about my day in agony and say nothing, in fact I'm on my way now with dreadfully painful joints and sinuses playing up with cold sores on my nose, when I mentioned my cold sore last week my manager just rolled her eyes,
But she will not get the better of me,
I lost my son last October and although I had a bunch of flowers I had no support again,
When she lost her x husband i was there supporting her, ( don't ask me why ) must be my nature,
Sorry i've gone on a bit,
Just wanted to say your right
Gentle hugs to you all
kaz_40 leona18728
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leona18728 kaz_40
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Hope your feeling well today,
At least I've a day off today in prep for my long shifts over the weekend,
But keep smiling 😃
Gentle hugs x
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leona18728 julie43903
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I know we'd look a little silly in the day but have you tried headphones at night? It does help a little 10 minutes peace is better than none
Hugs x
leona18728 kaz_40
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I worked until midnight last night so this morning felt really sorry for myself, my friend came to the house and insisted I go to Aqua aerobics with her, she read somewhere or other that it would benefit me,
I went kicking and screaming through the door 😄
After 10 minutes in the pool of 7 other ladies and one gentleman I started to enjoy myself although I couldn't hear what the instructor was saying because I took my hearing aids out, soon the ladies were showing me and pointing in the direction I needed to go, there was no introduction but we all bonded and they were so kind, we all had a good laugh,
My friend and I went for coffee after and chatted until she drove me home,
Back home I've found the energy to clean my bedroom and peg out a full line of washing,
I'm sat here now my bum is aching but feel a lightness over me
I'm so grateful to my friend for insisting I go as I would of probably gone back to bed and would not of met those lovely ladies in the pool
Can't wait for next weeks session now,
It's so good to laugh,
I couldn't remember the last time I had such fun,
When did you all last have a good laugh and why xx
kaz_40 leona18728
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leona18728 kaz_40
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Hope you feel better tomorrow xx
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