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So in the last few years I have suffered from slight social anxiety but it's always been on and off nothing major. I would still go out with close friends and so on. However this has became the worst it has been in the last 3 months. I am 21 years old male, and I suffer from extremely low self esteem. 3 months ago my eyes became bloodshot for no reason and wouldn't go. I refused to go in to work with bloodshot eyes and therefore got the sack. Anyway 3 months on my eyes still have slight red veins in them that are visible and is driving me nuts. I am a person who if I don't feel like i look good i won't go out the house it's as simple as that. Which at the moment is pretty much every day. I feel I look ugly and don't want to be seen in public. I would hate to bump in to somebody i went school/college with because in my mind I feel as though they would be thinking what's happened to him! I think when I do look my best I would consider myself fairly attractive but it seems to be getting worse and worse im only 21! I am so insecure it is ruining my life. I can't see myself ever getting into a relationship. The really sad thing is that when I get to know somebody I do feel like i am a really nice person but people think i am unsociable when I don't want to be! I don't work and the job centre are sending me on courses which I don't turn up to because of my social anxiety!
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