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yes I've seen many posts like this but I rlly need help right now
so I've been dating my girlfriend for 1.5 years and I feel so out of love, but I know i love her, but my mind says no. My mind says that I'm forcing myself to love her and that I don't actually love her. I think about our future and it sounds nice , but when she wants to go on a date, I want to stay home and do what I wanna do. I've been in a depressive episode for a couple of weeks, and I've been feeling this way for a month. My depression makes me want to stay to myself at all times.
also I feel like hanging out with my friends more than her,, which sounds bad. But I think it's because I rarely see them. But I rarely see my girlfriend too.
I'm honestly contemplating breaking up with her or a "taking a break"
I don't really know if I truly feel love or not. and she loves me so much and I know continuing this relationship longer would just hurt her more. I just want to be alone and that's what my depression wants.
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