Feeling Odd
Posted ,
Well, I guess that after the couple of disappointments I had yesterday I should have expected a reaction?
Still, I had a strange nights sleep with some bizarre dreams. Not nightmares just very surreal (featuring Gok Wan for some reason!)
Woke up and could not get my self going this morning.
Have got to work (late!) and I just feel deflated and lethargic. Not miserable/tearful or similar just a bit odd as though i am a visitor in my own body and I don't really belong.
I guess that without the flu I would be very low but the tabs are doing their thing?
Nothing to worry about. Just needed to tell someone!
Lelly xx
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LellyM
Posted
have taken some pain killers so hope that will help. :?
psychochief
Posted
jeeeeeeeeeeeez no wonder you've got feelings of dissociation after dreaming about Gok Wan, i'd want to find a new brain/body too !!!!! :shock: :wink:
don't worry Lelly, feelings of dissociation are a common symptom of depression, peeps pay good money for illicit drugs to feel like that lol :whistle: :ok:
cheers,
Ken ~~~~~~~~~~~ :cheers: :cheerup:
LellyM
Posted
If I am totally logical I know where the dream came from. i watched the Gok Wan fashion fixes last night (yes, I do have girlie moments!) and got frustrated coz they only ever use normal height normal size women not someone like me (6ft 2\", very overweight with big feet).
I'd scare the pants off him if I walked in (well, I do this to most people!).
So, add that to the job disappointments and I guess it was inevitable.
Thanks bud!
Lelly xx
psychochief
Posted
what job disappointments ?? :huh: why not try a change of career then :ok: with your build, how about olympic shot putter lol !!! :shock: :sorry: ouch, i was only kidding lol :whistle: :ok:
cheers,
Ken ~~~~~~~~~~~ :rainbow: :rose:
LellyM
Posted
I have been thinking of a change of career but have 2 barriers to climb:
1) the morgage!
2) dunno what else I could do!
Usual problem. I am good at what I do and can't really see a way past it. Did think about becoming a teacher but decided against as I can't stand children and I would be going into it for all the wrong reasons. (I am old fashioned enough to believe it should be a vocation not the convenience fo job security). Although I still have all the paperwork so???????
Lelly xx