Feeling quite stupid
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I decided to go out on my front porch to get some fresh air, big mistake. Did fine going out, but coming back in was a different story. I caught one of my crutches and down I went. I skinned the knee on my good leg and got a bump on my head, but most of all I hurt my pride. I was so angry and disappointed in myself that I cried. I hate this! I hate feeling needy and not in control of my own life.
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mary_73095 leelee1022
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leelee1022 mary_73095
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I think the lack of control is one of the hardest parts. I have always been the one who has done everything for everyone and now I feel so helpless.
mary_73095 leelee1022
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I don't have the answers but I am feeling very similar to you and I am only two weeks postop.
I am practising gratitude ...Writing down what I'm grateful for and that has helped with the despair.
leelee1022 mary_73095
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mary_73095 leelee1022
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leelee1022 mary_73095
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MDW leelee1022
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leelee1022 MDW
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MsCamboot leelee1022
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Aww don't feel stupid. I too have fallen but I really hurt myself and had to call my daughter to take me for another X-ray. Don't worry about your pride or what others think, at least you are trying. I'm sorry this upset you. I too have broken down at times. You are not alone. I know it's hard to brush yourself off and carry on. You are not alone and I know exactly how you feel. It's all so depressing at times. You will get there. 🙂
leelee1022 MsCamboot
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dogsandjogs leelee1022
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leelee1022 dogsandjogs
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MsCamboot leelee1022
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I used a Zimmer frame, so I hopped in the house and going up and down steps I sat and went up on and down on my bum. I know you can get a mobility scooter which you rest your leg on.
low-key leelee1022
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Back to your situation. Sounds like your not doing too badly. Steps are tricky no matter what you are using. Next time sit down at the top step or bottom one and do it one step at a time.
I am lucky I have rented a duplex that has no steps, wide door frames and a sweet little patio out back. I'm now learning to walk again. I don't use my walker at home, only when I go out.
 Let me know how things are going for you.
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leelee1022 low-key
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low-key leelee1022
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I think the variety of treatments comes from all the different types of injuries, and, of course, different surgeons, different countries.
let me know how you're doing.
leelee1022 low-key
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I am doing OK, a little sore from my graceful fall yesterday.
low-key leelee1022
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Tomorrow will be better, sitting here, right now, I have no pain in my ankle. But, I have to get out of this chair and walk into my bedroom to go to bed and that will be painful, so I dread it. Once I settle in bed (always place a pillow long ways, between your knees, very important) the pain usually goes away and I sleep through the night.
leelee1022 low-key
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I have been getting swelling behind my knee, have you ever had that? I would love to sleep without having pain wake me up. I can't remember the last time I slept straight through the night. I sleep with my leg propped up, never thought about putting it between my knees.
low-key leelee1022
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I had a car accident, it took almost 3 weeks for the swelling to go down so they could operate, I had outside support with these rods through my ankle and into the outside of my leg until they could operate. That was Dec 30th 2015. So I'm only a little ahead of you. Comparissons are not so good, everyone heals differently. But I can understand why you are so anxious and frustrated.
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leelee1022 low-key
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