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Im scared of seeing people even family and friends
I only feel calmer when im alone. Does anyone know what this could be.
I do have severe anxiety, panic, agriphobia and dissociative dissorder at the moment.
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mary_ann93849 tanya73811
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I'm ok with that and does not bother me at all, it doesnt bother me if they will label it as a medical condition, cause that is their expectation. So much expectation, expectation after expectations. I want to be left alone in my own space without nosy bodies EXPECTING to go out, and then I get talking to others, then others will have expectations. I am tired of someone elses' expectation of me and their unproven methods of teachings of psychology. Eat this, must balance that, dont have those chocolate, quit smoking, get a boyfriend, go workout, blah blah blah and the expectations go on from others. They nosy and I need their noses out of my space LOL.
anahita.p tanya73811
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tanya73811
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Cause it bothers me that I cant be around them cause I just dont feel normal
anahita.p tanya73811
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mary_ann93849 tanya73811
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I go out to see them, but I cant stay with them for long periods of time, I get depersonalisation, as if they are not really my family or friends that I am talking to. I can't describe it, it is very odd and it puts me on alert, as if something else is talking using them to talk to me, or my that my eyes that sees them talking to me is from the illness being projected out of my eye pupils/lens. The projected delusion is not them talking the words being said, but their mouth is moving as if the words is coming from them. Honestly, I cant trust what I see or hear cause I feel as if I'm being attacked by a precence, yet feel there is another that orotects me while I am under attack.
tanya73811 mary_ann93849
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How long have you been feeling like this. Does it disappear for years and just
Come back again. I know once you have anxiety its ways there but probably doesn't affect your life as much until you relapse.
Ive always had anxiety and panic disorder but it didnt affect me that much I was just limited to what I could do. But 3 times now ive had major relapses which puts me out from 1-3yrs
mary_ann93849 tanya73811
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I do get anxiety when I am working cause afraid of relapse. Now I want to find work, but my head pressure prevents me. The prayer helped alot, it gave me back my body strength. I was not afraid on the other healing process, but I am afraid about my head. I know intinctively, that in prayer, cannot be afraid. I also know that once the process is complete, I will be much better, I just cannot do rec drugs or apply occult methods to my life that is of superstition based, not coming from the Divine power. In prayer, I am not the one fighting cause it is not my battle.
tanya73811 mary_ann93849
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Experience has been.
My has been pretty severe aswell.
Prays did help me as well the last two times I relapsed. How long you had if for this time
mary_ann93849 tanya73811
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May you get back your tiara.
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