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I've been taking mirtrazapine for nearly two months. I was feeling okay at first; my anxiety and low moods were better.However, for the last few weeks I can't escape the feeling of wanting to be dead. I find myself crying and wanting to be with my grandparents. I have thought about taking an overdose of the medication,browsed suicide methods and can't cope anymore.
I've got two children and can't cope with it anymore. They're 16 and 11. I asked my eldests dad a few months ago if he would let them live with him and he wasn't interested. I just can't cope anymore. I'm constantly wishing I was dead as my life has no purpose. My GP isn't the most understanding and has a pull yourself together attitude.
A lot has happened over the last few years and one of my children is in LA care. I just can't do it anymore. I haven't got any immediate family and even getting up for work is proving a struggle.
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