Feeling unsure
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I've been following this Forum for 3 months now as I had decided to have a go at coming off Citalopram...I've been on it for 11 years starting at 20mg but the last few years taking 10mg. I'm 65 now and all my life I seem to have a depressive temperament and just find I feel gloomy and down a lot of the time. For no good reason which makes it worse. I live in a great place and have a good partner am now retired so no pressures. I went on it when we were moving and I found it difficult to cope with things and obsessive worrying (I do have a bit of an obsessive mindset). I get really angry and irritable over things Its like I want to control everything and as soon as I get like that I am sorry but can't seem to stop myself so am not easy to live with. Citalopram helped with that and seemed to make me more stable but I wanted to find out what I felt like off them after all these years. I started mid May this year I cut the tablet in half and then quarters and took 3/4 for 2 weeks then 1/2 for 2 weeks then 1/4 for 2 weeks then nothing. I can't say I had any real withdrawl symptons just some periods of feeling more irritable than usual. Now have been off them for a month and am trying to make sense of my moods and if this is how I felt before or what! I feel more emotional weepy but gloom is worse and seems to hang around all the time. I can't say I am a 'happy' person but I don't like feeling like this. I started this post and now I feel have gone on too long and who wants to read all this! So I'll post now and maybe some of you will discuss with me. But I feel this is self-indulgence and lots of you have real problems.
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loxie bellakin
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tracey36787 bellakin
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We all feel gloomy or worried i went on Cit for that reason i have been on it 2 years but decided to come of it, i have been off it 2 weeks now with horrible with drawel symtons but i am determined to do it,
Im a 52 year old menopausal women who is suffering bad symptoms anyway i was put on Cit to overcome low moods and depression , i ended up with sweating and insomnia on top of my depression , although Cit helped me stop feeling low it played on my menopausal symptoms , so although i felt better through the day i could not sleep at night (insomnia) i was then given zopliclone sleeping tablets to overcome insomnia , so it felt like i was taking tablets to wake up and tablets to go to sleep , so i have come of Cit in the last 2 weeks , its a horrible tablet with false promises , im hoping my insomnia stops now , the sweating has thank god.
My low mood so far hasnt been 2 bad but when i do feel low " i think how lucky i am" I am alive and are luckier than most unfortunate people.
I find keeping busy helps me when i feel a low mood coming on i jump up and do the irioning , turn music on and sing along , vaccum clean the windows get a shower "dont let the moods win fight back" , this forum has helped me big time i used to think i was all alone and the only person suffering my symptoms but it goes to show with this forum we are not alone we are not going mad , we are just normal people and talking to someone with the same symptoms makes you feel a 100 times better x
loxie tracey36787
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bellakin tracey36787
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tracey36787 loxie
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Well done , each day gets better for me , yeasterday was a great day so the future looks good without Citx
tracey36787 bellakin
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peggy93882 bellakin
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loxie peggy93882
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