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So I woke up this morning thinking I was having a heart attack, clutching my chest I managed to ring for an ambulance, several hours later and with a lot less blood I was diagnosed with 'Anxiety'.
I was spoke to by this wonderful nurse who assured me I would get better, I tried to explain to her that anxiety and depression is not something a 7 day course of antibiotics and bed rest will cure. she looked at me, no she stared at me, very deeply as if she could see my soul then shed a single tear. She hugged me and for a split second i felt complete, I felt normal again.
Now I'm at home alone. I feel horrible, not anxious just scared. My life is not how it should be, at 18 I should be chasing something, a girl, a dream job, something. I shouldn't be sat here at home everyday wishing for miracles, but I can't seem to do anything about it, I feel trapped.
I need help.
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