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hey everyone. took my first tab 20mg last nite and have just woken up (5.30) but now can't drift bk to sleep. I feel ok atm just bit of nausea which maybe due to the yummy pizza last nite. My gp put me on these as i feel like i'm at breaking point, all my life (26) my mum has emotionally abused me to the point where my main flaw is i'm so eager to please every1 and constantly worried bout things. recently a friend of mine committed suicide so i'm finding it hard to deal wiv it and accept i think this is down to my mum as when i woz young she wud often say that she wud in blackmail way to make me and my siblings suffer and feel guilty. Over the years she woz spiteful, calculating, mean etc.. and it continues now all my siblings are on ads 4 various reasons, postnatal,manic and anxiety i suppose its my turn and i feel scared. I just feel exhausted wiv worry all the time x x
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