first day
Posted , 2 users are following.
hey everyone. took my first tab 20mg last nite and have just woken up (5.30) but now can't drift bk to sleep. I feel ok atm just bit of nausea which maybe due to the yummy pizza last nite. My gp put me on these as i feel like i'm at breaking point, all my life (26) my mum has emotionally abused me to the point where my main flaw is i'm so eager to please every1 and constantly worried bout things. recently a friend of mine committed suicide so i'm finding it hard to deal wiv it and accept i think this is down to my mum as when i woz young she wud often say that she wud in blackmail way to make me and my siblings suffer and feel guilty. Over the years she woz spiteful, calculating, mean etc.. and it continues now all my siblings are on ads 4 various reasons, postnatal,manic and anxiety i suppose its my turn and i feel scared. I just feel exhausted wiv worry all the time x x
0 likes, 4 replies
Guest
Posted
Guest
Posted
Luckily sleeping hasn't been a problem for me altho I do get disturbed sleep? does anyone else experience this??
Went to a gig last night with my bf and felt very out of place, had the feeling of being squashed and was very anxious and annoyed with the people around me. :x
Haven't spoken to my mum in a while and dreading phoning her as whenever I speak to her I feel 100 times worse
Gunna have to do tonight as its been well over a month.... xxxxxxx
Guest
Posted
rachdomel
Posted
KEEP WITH THEM COS THEY DO WORK WELL ONCE THEY GET GOING (IKNOW THIS COS ITS MY SECOND TIME ON THEM)