First day of Citalopram
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Like many people on this board i only recently admitted to needing something for my depression recently after several years of suffering depression but just getting on with life and thinking it will pass or is normal. Stress of work and study & worrying about my future and what the point in living is made me feel pretty suicidal, this has now passed but I was losing the ability to carry on with normal day to day activities.
I went to see the Doc who gave me Cit & some sleeping pills & signed me off work for 2 weeks. Took first pill today and have had a cracking headache all day despite taking 4 ibuprofen which did nothing. However I did also have a headache before I took the pill and have had general headaches for afew weeks so maybe it has just contributed to it. I went to the gym to see if that would clear it and felt abit weird like i might faint and tingly arms so i didnt push it too hard. Also I glanced at myself in the mirror and im sure my eyes looks like im on Ex! or is this due to blurry vision.
Anyway although this seems very odd after only taking one I have confidence that these are worth sticking with for a decent period to see what happens. Also a weight has been lifted as work now know how I feel as before I always put a brave face on it and noone was any the wiser. The work & pressure of study has built up too much to handle that something has to be done. Although my career revolves around qualifying I am considering packing it in and accepting a lower salary/less demanding role as it is not healthy to continue like this when you cant cope.
Will keep people updated. its nice to hear other peoples experiences too.
Will be trying first sleeping tablet tonight!
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Ive got an appointment at doctors next tuesday to ask for higher dose - it will be 3 weeks by then. Maybe too soon but worth asking as im sure my body can tolerate it!
Decided to defer the exams until November now as I have found my concentration has completely gone out the spout and can no longer focus or engage in the studies. Is this the depression or the medication or both?
I spoke to the Partner at work today, who is above my manager, and he seemed a lot more understanding about it.
I think you're right that most people at work don't know what to say, that's probably it, i'm surprised that more people haven't experienced it themselves. My mum and boyfriend have both been through it so its good to have their support.
xxxxxx
Barney
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Guest
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I am nearly 4 weeks now and not feeling much better. I went to see doctor yesterday about increasing dose, but he said 20mg is plenty to get the benefits and then he would look to reduce it down to 10mg. He was also certain that it would definitely work.
I'm not so sure! I wonder if i have set my expectations too high? I mean I guess if there day to day things you dont like doing like work/study then no pill will suddenly make you enthusistic. But then I dont know if that is the depression talking as Im not enthusiastic about anything, the only thing that makes me moderately okay is going out for nice walks.
Also read somewhere that Cit only works for 40-50% of people.
So what is the case?
He also suggested switching to Mirtazipine, which could solve the concentration issue. But then he said Mirtaz works in an indirect way whereas Cit works in a direct way. Also all this talk of weight gain makes me reluctant to try that one, and need to have given Cit a decent go before being sure its not going to work. How long does it take!?
Barney
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Barney.
matthew83
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Hope this helps
Miss_robson23
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chris03641
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I experienced something like that in the early days - found that drinking more water so that I wee'd a lot flushed things out.
Hope this helps
Chris
SouthBristolGal chris03641
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Thanks for the advice Chris, I did drink water today, the thought of tea/coffee was 🤢 maybe tomorrow I'll try to drink more....
SouthBristolGal Guest
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Wow, I could have written this myself! Finally admitted to myself I have been struggling for many years, GP prescribed 20mg. First day today, took the pill in the morning & within 2 hours I was feeling awful! Banging headache, paracetamol didn't touch it & extreme nausea, couldn't even stand the thought of entering my kitchen, let alone cooking dinner for my kids, & eating anything myself. I feel absolutely zapped of energy, & wow my eyes look like they did was I was partying (very hard 😉 in my youth! Reading other forums I do not know if I want to continue taking them? Weeks of feeling like this will only make my depression worse, I think i might just go with counselling instead......