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I have just about had enough of doctors crisis teams and other supposed professionals really I have.
What do they know? this is not a rhetorical question please feel free to answer, they only know what's taught to them from books discouraged to have their own opinions it's very open and shut with them although I can see the lip service they provide even almost sounds empathic.
Kinda makes me sick of them they have never experanced what it's like to look into a mirror and see nothing but empty eyes looking back at them to feel nothing but pure hatred for yourself and not understand it, they've no idea what is like to wake up and think my god not agiain,to not care if you live or die to not want to get clean or find the thought of seeing anyone stomach churning
So we don't conform to the norm we see things differently than they do does it mean we are wrong maybe they are the sick ones under false pretences they even have the slightest comprehension of what we are going through its not a quick fix I hear it all the time take there's they take two weeks to get into your system but things will be better then NO!! They won't be better then all they have done is give you something that's going to numb it settle the chemicals we never get better prevention is always better than cure I'm not sure there is a cure ok we can numb it right we can jump through hoops doing CBT etc but hang on a minute by doing so are we not preparing our limbs for the bondage to this terrible dare I say illness ( where exactly did it come from that label illness) a doctor that's where because we are not thinking in the manner his/her text book tells him/her we should I'm not sick because I have thoughts I hate that I don't class myself as mentally ill disturbed or anything like that I'm just different there's a reason I'm not happy and until I deal with that reason I'll never be happy a pill is not going to deal with that I have to I have to recognise where my thoughts of sadness depression began I need to address that problem and then I may feel better about myself I certainly don't need a tablet that takes two weeks to get into my system that'll mask over it for me to feel what they would call relatively normal ( or what I call happy)
Sorry if I didn't get that out of of burst lol
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