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I feel unable to move.
Unable to care for oneself.
In order to take a shower I have spent 2 hours convincing myself that I HAVE TO.
Hunger strikes about this time..but I have no motivitation to cook anything.
Everything I do..takes great effort, brings me to tears and seems like too much work.
People think I am fine...I am taking my mother to an appointment tommorow...when I text her and tell her I will see her at 12 I sound upbeat and OK.
I really don't want to take her...I don't want to do ANYTHING. This is no way to live.
Fear of the future is a huge burden that I can not shake.
I just wanted to vent cause i know there are others out there that feel the same way.
Guess what? You are NOT alone.
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