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I feel unable to move.
Unable to care for oneself.
In order to take a shower I have spent 2 hours convincing myself that I HAVE TO.
Hunger strikes about this time..but I have no motivitation to cook anything.
Everything I do..takes great effort, brings me to tears and seems like too much work.
People think I am fine...I am taking my mother to an appointment tommorow...when I text her and tell her I will see her at 12 I sound upbeat and OK.
I really don't want to take her...I don't want to do ANYTHING. This is no way to live.
Fear of the future is a huge burden that I can not shake.
I just wanted to vent cause i know there are others out there that feel the same way.
Guess what? You are NOT alone.
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gary78460 Misssy2
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Misssy2 gary78460
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yes, I think as others have said..when we are "forced" to do something...its better...but if there is not an external force for me...I have no desire.
I do force myself daily to do things...that is the problem...the "forcing" myself is mentally and physically draining.
borderriever Misssy2
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Sounds like you are depressed just like me. Life can be hard with depression so I feel for you and say that you are not alone
Always around
BOB
Misssy2 borderriever
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Thank you....although I don't wish this on anyone....it feels better when others are in the same place....because when you sit home and don't get to type everything out like we do here...it feels so much worse.
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