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Been gambling for years and years and could never admit I had a problem.Been to a few meetings and stopped for a few months but always get bored and seem to start back again.
Soon as I got married and had a child I was suppose to be at happiest point of my life but I was at my lowest. Started getting depressed and having 1 or 2 mental health problems (hearing voices) took loads of drugs to cure them and got them sorted and now only take anti depression tablets and been on them for 6 years.All in all I m just generally getting bored and wanting to move away some were warm but don't want to be selfish as I have a little girl now who I have every week end.
Split from my wife and back living with my parents, working in a tidy paid job but most pay days gambling large amounts hoping for the big win so I can just move some were warm.
when motivated I go to the gym for 4to6 months and get in brill shape then comes the crap weather and turn into a slob and don't do nothing after work and always tired.
Friends ask me to go out and do stuff but find excuses not to do stuff and at my lowest thought about suicide a few times but never actually tried.
Can any one relate to this story as no one can tell me what is wrong with me and my family just tells me to give up gambling and i know i should but i m so fricking bored and seem not to have any thing else interesting to do for hobbies
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