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I have struggled with anxiety and depression every since i was very young. Its a constant ongoing battle and im not sure how i coped working retail jobs before but i have got to the point where i havent worked in over a year because i am unable to cope with constant interaction with people in a work environment. I have been living with my boyfriend and living off savings(thankfully i had that) but the stress that's comes from seeing your bank account slowly dwindle down has been so crippling. My health has never been worse. Constant worry, fear, crying spells everyday. Scared ill never be able to work again or find a job that i wouldnt have to feel so overwhlemed and horrible. I thankfully have supportive parents and boyfriend and am seeing a psychiatrist and am on medication. Just recently switched so not sure if they are working yet. Everyday that im not working feels like impending doom if i dont figure something out just scared that i never will. My parents have even offered to take care of my expenses at this point until i get on my feet and that makes me feel terrible that ive put them in this position. Cant handle knowing im not supporting myself but i dont know how to
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