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I know my depression has days where it gets downright awful. There's days where it borders on the lines of suicidal, I'd say. (Though I would never consider doing something like that. I'm too scared to.)
But lately it seems it's...gotten worse? I don't have any urges to do anything. Even when it comes to basic bodily functions. My appetite for example is near non-existent (but when I do eat it's an excessive amount, even if I don't feel hungry I eat as though I'd been starved.) I have no 'feelings' of when to 'go', no interest in things I used to like (I write and draw a lot, though it seems my muse for these things has deteriorated lately. I get stupidly insecure too, like I'm "not good enough", which also affects this.)
Past the symptoms that flare up with my anxiety and vitamins, I just don't...feel like anything. Occasionally I get the overwhelming urge to cry for no reason, but I can't even do that when it happens. If anything, that's the only urge I get.
Does depression really do this? And past anti-depressants, how can someone make it better?
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