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Hi guys i posted a couple days ago and you guys were awesome to reply to me so thankyou for that. These past couple days since then have been hell.(excuse the language). Usually when i have a breakdown before I go to sleep I wake up and the day is bearable enough to get through without crying. This wasn't the case for this week, I've cried every night and every morning and afternoon. My boyfriend will take me to all these places bc he thinks I just need to get out more and get my mind off, but I am so out of it. I'm so trapped inside my head I don't know how to get out of it and actually feel again. I'm such a waste of life. It's actually worse if I don't think about it because then I'll go through motions and talk to people then get home and feel like I wasnt even there and not even remember what happened. People say I have derealization but I'm not entirely sure what that is. I don't know what to do anymore im better off not even living. Any thoughts or comments would be appreciated I just need help im so out of it im missing life
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