Going it alone
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today I have come to conclusion that I must do this alone, I am putting people under extra strain, I must be bring them down as well. i had a few friends that have been distance, I don't know if they are busy as they said or is it me they want to get away from. My mind is stupid, I don't know what to think. My name should change from Failure (which I am) to stupid. If I drunk it would easier, I wish I did but just don't like the taste. Now I know why people turn to drink, I had no idea why they did it, but have an understanding now. You would do anything to block out the feelings.
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Desperate_now nick34171
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i am here to talk to we are in the same boat, I don't know if you are on medication but I am and I have also been referred to mental health services I have to see psychiatrist on Friday.after being treated by one GP for 4 years and my new GP for 2 years. Must say though new GP has been really proactive and tried CBT and different medication and really got to know me.
Keep in touch. Xx
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Reminds me of the story of Martin Luther (the guy who started the Protestant church)..he was so depressed that one day his wife put on black clothes as if she was going to a funeral. When he asked her why, she said "You are so depressed, I figured God must have died!"
P.S. he also is said to have thrown his jar of black writing ink at the wall where he saw a demon standing...
just a fact, use it as you wish )
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