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It was 8 months ago yesterday since my husband passed away. Had a very emotional talk with my councillor yesterday too. Still hadn't heard anything from the mental health team. come home today and i've got a letter saying sorry you didn't attend your appointment on Monday, another was booked today for 1.00. been at work all day s... day too, plus my mail arrives around 1pm anyway. Copy sent to my GP who I spoke to on /tuesday and mentioned to her i hadn't heard anything, nothing was sdaid.So now I look like a complete ignorant person for not going or contacting them. I'm am raging, I am smacking these keys hopefully I won't break them.....I''ve got a glass of wine already and going down the path of self destruct yet again....I'm crying, screaming i f... hate my life-----------------------------hopefully I will feel better after typing this. Thanks for listening..............................Sorry folks x
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tina89895
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Chik07 tina89895
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Change the subject did you have a good time at the races? xx
Chik07 tina89895
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tina89895 Chik07
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Did you ever do point to point as well as the show jumping. As you did dressage that could be three day eventing.
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tina89895 Chik07
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Animals can be so comforting and seem to understand how you feel. I'm dog sitting tomorrow night for my daughter in laws dog so I will have company. x
Chik07 tina89895
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No he is completely retired and not ridden at all.... A reminder that everything comes to an end :-( but he is happy eating grass all day. Ahh it's lovely being with dogs, such good company, hope that brings you some comfort 😊 the wine is kicking in so sleep time 😀 hope you sleep well xxx
katecogs tina89895
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I hope your weekend goes well .... get out for some fresh air, go walking, meet with a friend .......
Thinking of you
K x
David_21660 tina89895
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Paprika pringles, chocolate and red wine! Now there is an intersting combination worth trying, now you've shared!
Perhaps we could start a what's your fave comfort food and drink section? Just to prove everyone needs a harmless distraction (or two) of a scrummy nature now and again, and why not!
I shall fess up too then. Yesterday afternoon I had a very small erbal, 3 x 500ml bottles of real ale and half a pack of mixed fruit, with cinnamon coated milk choc nuts. We have a disused church, very important to the heritage of our town, right opposite our terraced house, in fact it is about 20 foot (our) door to church side door. Someone intends to turn it into a bar-bistro (yeh! eventually nightclub) in this a residential area. Well, some guys arrived to get in the side door and were battering and kicking it, we had to close the blinds and put on some load music! I typed a letter to the church commissioners and parochial council (bunch of f.....g profiteers) having a go!
Well, I did not get buzzing or palpitations this time, but I was flying rather wildly so like you, Tina, I dived foor the stuff I know (in small quantities) relaxes and comforts me.
This morning, I am busy with stuff, the sun is out, we have a Deb'm blue sky and I am hoping for a good weekend!
I have been waiting since November to see a counsellor and ain't holding me breath! Part of my self heal therapy is looking into becoming a counsellor as firstly, there are not enough out there and I am going for a complete career change! Not going back to the daily treadmill tthat put me here.
Hope you have nice weather this weekend and I hope you have a nice one, whatya up to?
David x
tina89895 David_21660
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Slept not too bad except the dreams are back again, have yours disappeared David? Boring stuff put washing on as can hang it outside as yes sunshine hooray. Seeing grandchildren this morning so better not lie in bed all morning. Just got text to stay away as the whole house has had sickness etc so that buggers that up. Might a s well stay in bed at least nothing can go wrong there..........😢
David_21660 tina89895
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No, dreams have not gone away, although they are bearable, actually had a full on one last night, but that may be due to some lubrication!
David x
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