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The last time I posted on these forums, I was talking about how I wanted to commit suicide due to a varied degrees of reasons. I was so down, and I really didn't want to live anymore. I had very few reasons to want to stay alive.
Since I made that post, I have tried to be optimistic, looking at all the positives in life and appreciating them day to day. It hasnt been easy, in fact, I've still been very sad and depressed, and only occasionally have I been happy since that post. That actually makes me quite sad to say; Since the post I made about wanting to commit suicide, I've only been happy about 1/4 of the time since. But tonight, that all changed. I met someone at random, a girl, and we hit it off. She seems to love everything I do, and she seems to have gone through the same problems I have. After meeting her, suddenly everything seemed bright and nice in the world.
My friends have still mostly all abandoned me, and there's only three people I can trust, but after meeting her tonight, I feel so much better about everything.
The point I'm trying to make is that these things happen randomly and beatifully to us. We have to appreciate and embrace these events, as they can help us grow and overcome our problems. I've felt happy for the first time in months, and it is truly a very nice feeling.
I want all of you to look at your lives and instead of feeling down and depressed, the same way I felt for about 2 years, look at the positives and try and improve your life. Even if its only something like going to the gym and having a goal to achieve, if it distracts the dark depression that hangs over you, then its clearly a good thing to do. Eventually, something will happen and you will feel truly happy to live on this Earth.
Have a good night / day guys, you're truly all inspirationall, and I hope you get the best out of life, night night And remember, have hope!
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