Haveing a bit of a dip.....

feeling really flat tonight... know that its to do with being perimenapausal but when does perimenapausal become menapausal?

i'm on hrt but due to allergies etc i can't take tables so have a merano coil and patches which have been now up-ed to a higher dose..

helped at first but... not sure if its enough... also on sertaline...

back to feeling like bursting in to tears..

but also angry for no reason at all...

fed up with buzzing in my ears, pressure in my head etc ba humbug...

I am happy enough pottering about at home.. which is good as i also work from home.. and am happy enough dealing with customers that come in past & people who phone... etc. but can't be bothered with going visiting people.. myself.. and tonight my aunt phoned who i haven't spoken to for a while... no reason just couldn't be bothered picking up the phone to phone people.. and then tonight she phoned as she hadn't heard from me and wondered how i was doing... i told her i hadn't been well and couldn't talk and would phone her back... when she asked if i was ok, i fobbed her of with not being able to talk and said i'd phone her back tomorrow...

i was a bit sharp with her... I love her to bits but can't be bothered...

What the hell is going on with me..

i just want to be the old me...

with plenty of get up and go loads of energy and smiling just because the suns shining...

any sujestions or do you know of any one brave enough to give me a kick up the bum and to get on with it....  .....

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