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I have to apologise for this...but I am in a total mess. trying to stop drinking, but asked partner to go. he has said I should sign therse parental documents and then hell leave.The thing is, I may be at riskl If I sign them and he doesnt go I could loos my custodial rights as he has legally no parental rights. thankfully just missed that unmarried childrens registration law ( phew) feel like I am being held at ransom.
failing with the drinking as this is hurting so sos os much and need the courage to begin to tellmy family. Posting here so everyone knows.....and broke my promise..had 2 of those pills yesterday followed by 3 glasses of wine. One to tell my sister on the phone , the 2nd to tell him that I had a lwayers appointment and the third, to stop me crying. I cant stop crying...sorry folks ...I am not tkaking citalopram at the moment on something else...but it doesnt seem to be helping Cant stop crying eveytime I see a baby , a child a happy kid I bubble like a child..theres more to it than that. But I want to get of these pills and go back on the cit because this is really hard and the suicidal thought s are a bit intense, esecially as I cant handle anyone tlaking to me ...and I cant really talk to anyone about it ...not yet. Sorrry truly sorry for this bad girl posting here, but desperate!!!!!!!!
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