hell on earth
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after having such an amazing weekend with my daughter, celebrating her birthday, today i feel the low coming on worse than ever i know i said in previous posts about how i want to kill myself and kinda shyed away from it in all honesty...but now....this is a new kind of low.....its devastating. i cant believe i am able to write this through so many tears...i wish this was over its so hard living like this
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elizabeth20203 paul30710
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Elizabeth.
abella elizabeth20203
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UK-Ven-medicate elizabeth20203
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elizabeth20203 abella
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jemimah88932 paul30710
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abella paul30710
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Depression is so cruel . So many ups and downs, but you had a brilliant day on your daughters birthday, so that means you will get better and have a lifetime of brilliant days. Today is a major setback, but tomorrow is a new day. One day at a time is more than enough to handle, but you can do it. You know it, and we all know it, because we have been where you are. Rock bottom, and climbed out to have a good life again. Medication and a good psychiatrist saved my life. I urge you to get professional support and keep using this forum because you need our support and care for your recovery. We all care and we all understand. Thats why you need to keep talking things through with us.
So sorry you are feeling so terrible today.
Hugs
xxx
nasra1 paul30710
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Then you'll remember why you want to live and that life can be enjoyable.
The problem is, that you're not the only one who feels this way, the feeling that your life is worthless, but that's not true. As you said in your message, you had great time with you daughter and i think that your daughter would miss you if she lost you. You always have to think about the blessings in your life.
You may not believe it now, but the way you’re feeling will change. There are moments when troubles enter our lives and we can do nothing to avoid them.But they are there for a reason. Only when we have overcome them will we understand why they were there.
elizabeth20203 paul30710
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but he choose to live this way and a wasted life. His has no choice now. Please you have a choice to live, get the help you need.
Elizabeth. xxx
UK-Ven-medicate paul30710
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Hope you had a better day and that we can turn this around for you. Were all here awaiting your response ?
Jimmy
UK-Ven-medicate paul30710
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We keep losing you in new threads. Elizabeth and everyone else concerned, Paul is over on https://patient.info/forums/discuss/hell-on-earth-337443 thread
Jimmy
elizabeth20203 UK-Ven-medicate
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Elizabeth.