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Peac
Peac

Ive gone right back down can't get out of bed I can't remember the last time I had any pleasure from anything I bony want to see anyone I'm so scared I just want to die to escape this. Primary Team came yesterday Intense Team coming today I'm terrible

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  • pauline6458
    pauline6458 Peac

    Posted

    Please don't despair. You will get better. It might not seem like it will now. 3 weeks ago I felt like you. Locked myself away. Wouldn't answer phone or door. Horrible to my family. Felt death would be a release. Today is my 4th day of feeling better. Not brilliant but better. Depression and anxiety are horrible. No rhyme or reason to them. They don't care who suffers. So hang on in there. It will take time and it will seem like forever. You will get there. Sending hugs to you x
    • ruth99954
      ruth99954 pauline6458

      Posted

      Hi glad you feeling a bit better.  Did you start taking some medication. If so what.  If not what happened to turn things around
    • Peac
      Peac pauline6458

      Posted

      It's been 6 months now they want to put me in hospital to change my meds
    • pauline6458
      pauline6458 Peac

      Posted

      Honestly if that were me I'd go. At least in hospital you will get the concentrated help you need. They only want to help. Take the help. Get better and always remember you are not alone. Big hugs P x
    • pauline6458
      pauline6458 ruth99954

      Posted

      Hi Ruth. Honestly it was a lot of crying and talking. I'm still not wanting to socialise yet, but I no longer feel like giving up which I did do 3 weeks ago. I know it gets better but at the time you seriously don't see that happening. I was told by the dr, it was just a relapse which from time to time happens. My last one was 6 years ago. This one came on quite quickly though. Yes it's frightening because you can't and don't understand why it happens. Hope you keep well. X
  • lee12629
    lee12629 Peac

    Posted

    Hi,every day brings hope that things can get better. Because today is bad does not mean tomorrow will be. Please dont be scared. Please know people care.Xx
    • Peac
      Peac lee12629

      Posted

      I'm terrified as they are looking for a bed for me right now I can't wash can't look after myself they want to change my meds in hospital I can't cope
    • lee12629
      lee12629 Peac

      Posted

      I dont know your situation,try and calm down. Maybe new meds will help?
    • lee12629
      lee12629 Peac

      Posted

      Take it minute by minute,you can cope.
  • lee12629
    lee12629 Peac

    Posted

    Its 6 thirty,i was up all night again,so have to get some rest. Please keep us posted. I so hope you feel better soon. Hugs!!
    • Peac
      Peac lee12629

      Posted

      Thank you so much I hope you get some rest. Hugs to you 
  • deb44437
    deb44437 Peac

    Posted

    Hi Peac.. Im hering you & understand 100%   -  my heart goes out to you for sure.. not a nice feeling when you want to block the world out & terrified of anyone crossing that line where you feel frightened & insecure..   No one likes hospital Peac, in saying that, you do not deserve to suffer either..   Look ahead rather than behind..    be strong,  let the Dr's find the meds that will give you that right to enjoy what life has to offer special & wonderful people like you Peac xxxx
  • lee12629
    lee12629 Peac

    Posted

    Hi,wondering how you are doing now? Xx
    • Peac
      Peac lee12629

      Posted

      Hi Lee I'm sorry to say I feel traumatised, the crisis team came to me I agreed to go into hospital as a voluntary patient for my own safety as I felt suicidal the hospital experience was terrifying.They gave me another medication to take with the one I'm on, I only managed to stay one night and one day it was an horrendous experience, at night they come round every 10 minutes shinning a light in your room to see if you are ok, someone was screaming all night. I slept for twelve hours when I got home I got up next day at 8am intending to do something but I'm so tired I had to come back to bed that's where I am now. I have to go back to the hospital on Monday morning for a meeting so I know I have to do things over the weekend I need to find some motivation inside myself but right now I'm completely drained.

    • tess33005
      tess33005 Peac

      Posted

      Awww. That doesn't sound like a very positive experience. And now you've got a meeting on Monday morning to worry about.

      I'm not surprised you're completely drained - you werern't feeling your best anyway, nefore they came and recommended hospital.

      I'm sorry you found it so traumatising - but at least you got some sleep once you got home.

      Forget the chores - stay in bed if that's where you want to be. I've only just got out of mine after telling myself I was just lying down for half an to read a book after lunch...............................and my husband woke me up coming in the front door at nearly 6 pm.

      That's ok, though. He knows I llike lying in bed when I haven't got anything else to do.

      I do hope you get the meds you need sorted out. Since you were only in the hospital a short time, it didn't give them long enough to figure out which meds would work for you.

      I was in a mental hospital, a long time ago, and I had no choice. I wasn't allowed to leave, full stop. So I know it can be very noisy. I never had someone coming around every ten minutes shining a torch in my eyes, though. That would have driven me nuts. The food was bad enough, but I did usually manage to sleep.

      I really hope that things will improve for you soon, Peac. Try to keep strong - but I know that that really isn't easy in this situation.   Loce from Tess

    • lee12629
      lee12629 Peac

      Posted

      Oh my gosh,sounds like a awful experiance for you. Who wouldnt be drained. You rest all you need to,anxiety and depression are so hard to deal with it drains a person. Please know you have friends on here. I so hope you keep us posted. Many hugs!
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