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Here I go again!

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mami5
mami5

Had telephone consultation with psychologist this afternoon.  Didn't go very well.  Plus my ex is being awkward again regarding me seeing my sons this weekend.  Couldn't handle it on top of everything else that's going on.  Have od'd.

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  • don45258
    don45258 mami5

    Posted

    Hi doesn't sound good if u need to talk just message me take care
  • ruth0972
    ruth0972 mami5

    Posted

    Hope your ok xx if you need to talk please message
  • mami5
    mami5

    Posted

    Thank you for your replies and concerns.  Think I'll be ok, not my first time. xx
    • mami5
      mami5 don45258

      Posted

      Hi, I'm feeling ok, thanks.  Sorry to worry you, shouldn't have posted.  Just felt so desperate and lonely at the time.  I've od'd like this before, many times, and been ok, so should be tonight too.  xx
    • don45258
      don45258 mami5

      Posted

      Isn't their no one that you can go and talk to so u have a bit of company tonight ? X
    • mami5
      mami5 don45258

      Posted

      No, will go to bed now, thank you so much for caring about me, I'll be ok.  Will sleep it off xxx
    • don45258
      don45258 mami5

      Posted

      Ok talk to u in the morning message me when u up have a chat with you I'm here to help xx
  • mami5
    mami5

    Posted

    Good morning, just letting you know I'm still here and ok.  I was sick last night before going to bed, and again this morning, didn't sleep very well and am a bit lightheaded.  Otherwise ok.  Thanks again for all your support last night.  Much appreciated. xxx
    • ruth0972
      ruth0972 mami5

      Posted

      Glad to hear your still with us and thankyou for posting to tell us . If your like this again remember were all here. Have you visited your gp to explain your feelings?
    • don45258
      don45258 mami5

      Posted

      Morning how you feeling today ? Are you on any meds ?
  • mami5
    mami5

    Posted

    Hi, have been to GP in the past and she knows i'm suicidal and od every so often.  I'm on Escitalopram 20mg and only allowed weekly scripts, even though I don't od on these anymore.  They just can't take the risk with me, they are very reluctant to prescribe me anything to be honest.  Can't say I blame them, they have to cover their own backs, and my track record isn't good.  I'm also under the local CMHT and have a CPN who I can call as needed, I don't really see her anymore as she's now passed me on to psychologist for DBT.

    I've slept for a couple of hours this morning, still feel very weak and achey.  Guess it doesn't help that I only eat one meal a day, at teatime with my son.  I just can't face food during the day and don't eat much then either. xx

    • don45258
      don45258 mami5

      Posted

      Looks like your trying your best so solve things keep up the good work things WILL get better I know it's hard but you need to stick it out for your son like I said before if u need to talk just message me
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