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Hello to everyone, I made a mistake i'm sure about this, I took a lot of lorazepam for something like three weeks just to get 'high' or knocked out. I didn't use the same dose steadily, I just abused it without a rule. One day I totally took 10 mg, but my average dose should have been around 4, 5 or less mg a day, but I am not really sure because I cant remember everything. After that, I had for some days some diazepam, but in much lower amounts, like 2, 4 to 6 mg (wich are nothing compared to the ativan). I took my last loraz 11 days ago, and my last 2 mg valium 6 days ago. Now in these last days I have had anxiety but if I distract myself like meeting friends or doing stuff I feel really ok. So, I think I got my anxiety because I just found out that I could nearly have ruined my actual life and withdrawal stories scared everything out me. It's like an anxiety about getting withdrawals.
What do you think abou my situation? My hope is that my actual wellness after 6 days off everything, the fact I haven't had problems after finishing lorazepam (wich was the main drug I abused: passing to valium could be considered as a brutal taper but I felt just a little anxious, probably because of other personal problems) and my short period of binge stay for 'maybe you have been lucky and, avoided major problems'.
My fear is that diazepam's long half life just covered my withdrawal symptoms and now within some days hell will explode. Even if I feel a bit guilty I wanted to post my situation somewhere and see what other people think about it.
Thank you 😊
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