How do i can change myself to become a new whole person?
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So i am trying to become a better person than i am now , but the problem is that i do keep thinking about things and i am getting really frustrated.
For example some mistakes i am used to do:
The easy things i make them difficult.
I always find excuses for when there is the time to start doing things.
I never achieved anything and i am wondering why now?
There is times that i am in good mood but there is times i am in bad mood.
I want to control myself and not getting distraction.
I am just looking for a solution to my problem i don't want to get depressed or feeling pressure for doing what i want to do.
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lee34449
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It can be a hard cycle to break & if you need help from your GP, then don't make it harder for yourself by trying to do it on your own. You may not have to take medication, some counseling may be all that is needed, but it's clear to me that you do need some kind of help & encouragement.
TheUninvited
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athol91131
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TheUninvited
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I have lots of bad habits and i hate them i really hate them i want to change.i will change there is nothing i can't do if i set my mind.
I asked the help if it would be something it would help me out to achieve my goal faster.
lee34449
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You can do it. You need to do it for yourself, as I told my wife, the changes I have made will still be there, with her or without her, & that was the key. I still have selfish moments because i'm human, but I am far more forgiving of others faults. It can work. Good luck, you have my best wishes.
QACab
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You've just posted pretty much what I've been trying to do for the past couple of years. I make everything difficult for myself. I'm a PA and most of my job could be considered easy but I leave stuff untill it absolutely needs doing. I'm in that situation now. I have a meeting tomorrow that I've arranged but not sent out the minutes from the previous meeting I knew they needed sorting and just pushed the thought to the back of my mind over andover again. Now I'm panicking and dont know what to do about it. The weird thing is, when somone finds out that I've not done something I usually feel really relieved because I suppose alot of the stress comes from worrying what people are going to think. When I find out what they think I feel relieved. This shouldn't happen though as i'm associating a good feeling with doing something wrong.
I'm so mad at myself today because of it and this is the first time i've done something like this in about a year. It almost feels like I do it on purpose, like I'm trying to cause trouble.
I dont think we can ever really change who we are, but maybe the habbits we keep. If you ever learn the answer to how to get out of this cycle then please let me know.
joan152
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Was really interesting to read your post,you really did see your faults and owned up to them,I really wish you all the very best and hope the future is what you want. Good Luck to you both.
Joan
lee34449
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lee34449
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As for your problem with procrastination, TBH, we ALL have that. Messing up once a year is a pretty good record IMO!! It's the mindset you have that seems to be the problem. I have done that time after time. Not with something like risking my job because of it, but simple things that cause me a lot of stress, like not paying a bill as soon as it comes in, or leaving the washing to pile up & only doing it when I can't close the washing box lid!! getting a regular shower, little things. I feel so much better when I do them, as I then feel as if I have accomplished something & it gives me a lift. You can then get on another cycle of doing it correctly. Cycles work BOTH ways, remember that. PM me if you need to. Take care.
TheUninvited
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After i posted this i started to understand .That changing is not an easy thing to do but what i know is that it worth it.
In order to do something you must sacrifice something in return,If you don't sacrifice things you will suffer ofcourse there is exceptions.
It's like when you are at school and you have a test , if you don't read you will worry about that you will fail but if you read and give it all your got on studying for the test you know that you gave it all and you have nothing to worry because you did what you can to make it right.
In addition i would like to add that i also learned it does not mean because you are doing something you would be the best for it but you can be succesfull on yourself.
Success for me means to be able to control myself and do what i want to do than letting my doubts and my feelings take control of me.
Now about the feelings , i should remember that when there is comes to love i should not hide my feelings because is different when you do something and is different when it comes to love.
That's what i wanted to say , and i want to thank all of you for spending time replying to my post.You are the best:D
It's better to smile and having a positive way than the positive.
What it really confused me was about "why when i want to do something i must feel pain and suffer for what i love to do"
My answer is smiling is difficult and being sad is difficult to what matters is what you want to be , if you want to be happy or miserable.
I must leave my doubts behind in order to succeed and i must believe in myself with confidence i can do in anything i want if i set my mind on it!
lee34449
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I am really struggling myself right now. I have had a traumatic week & things seem to be closing in on me. I get no relief from sleep, in fact I usually wake up more tired. I am just waiting for the bad period to pass & trying not to get too upset by it. I will see how it goes.
Take care.
QACab
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Lee - hope yo're feeling better today. I know what you mean about things closing in on you. I had a few meetings this week and all I could thi nk about was them coming up and something going wrong in them. They have passed now and went without a hitch. One trick my CBT counsellor told me was to go into everything like it is an experiemnt. Tell yourself what you think will happen during it and tell yourself how it went after. I guess its just a way of proving to ourselves that our thoughts aren't always right but its hard to stay in the habit of thinking about evereything before I do it. I've just started doing all the excersises again because I feel myself slippingand haven't done them in ages. To beat depression we have to be really proactive with ourselves. But the effects of depression make us want to do the complete opposite.I hate it.
lee34449
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A friend of mine who is a good golfer, told me of some mind exercises that his instructor showed him. They are the words of a prominent sports phsycologist called Bob Rotella. When thinking about a task we have set ourselves, we always seem to have a negative opinion of our ability to perform it. We go into that task convinced we are going to fail. Sure enough, we fail. So we simply carried out what our own mind said would happen. So our own mind was positive of failure. Our mind dictated the outcome. So we doubted our ability to be successful. Our doubt was never questioned. But what if we "Doubt the Doubt?" We certainly know how to doubt positive thoughts, why don't we try & doubt the negative ones?
This may sound a bit of mumbo jumbo, but the crucial part is, that when we are depressed we never "Doubt our Doubts!" OK it's not for everyone, nothing is, but as a thought, it's worth repeating a few times to ourselves when the doubts come onto us.
My golfer friend said it has started to help him in situations like a long shot over water. He starts now to think about where he WANTS the shot to end up, not where he HOPES it will. The difference in mindset is enormous. It won't help all the time, but we all know the power of positive thinking, which is so difficult when depression strikes.
I'm sorry to go on a bit. It was just something that came to mind.
QACab
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Thanks for the reply.
Tony
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