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For over a year now ive had chronic Dissociation. Deperosnalisation and Derealization. I am on 10mg Escitalopram ( Was increased last week), and still feel no better. I am tgold Anxiety is casuing it, even though ive had it for so long 24/7 none stop.
I Feel Drunk, Dazed, Conmfused, Spaced out, Not real, nothing looks the right colour and I feel like im completley trapped. Doctors have tested me for everything, accept they wont do any tests on my brain as they said my symptoms are not brain related !? Even though i constantly feel this poorly 24/7.
What am I SUpposed to do now, Ive Tried CBT, Ive tried Medication, I never feel better. I dont even feel anxious at all, I just feel poorly. How can it be ANXIETY 24/7 , When I dont FEEL ANXIOUS. I FEEL ILL ?!
So frustrated and upset, I NEED my life back I Cant cope anymore, 21 and feel like im ready to colaps. I Wake up feeling the exact same as the second I Fell asleep. Spaced out and just not right in my head. I Also feel like ive forgotten who I Am, almost like ive died !?
Any advice what to do now !? Or anyone been through DP/DR for this long !? I Dont even think anxiety is cauing it anymore ! Im not blo**dy anxious!
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