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I don't know where to even Start..... June last year my husband starting getting treatment for depression, I had just found out I was pregnant with our 3rd child and it was hard. He drunk, he gambled things were terrible. He tried to kill himself on more then one occasion. Anyway I love him so have been here since.
When does it stop though? We r a year on and I'm still scared everything I look on our banking cos roughly about once a month he gambles about £400, we r struggling as it is. We have a 3 yr old, a 1 yr old and a 12 week old.
I have got to the point of thinking he doesn't want to help himself, we try and discus it but he always says I've got an illness' which I know but surely somethings gotta give?! I'm starting to hate myself, my kids r soo unhappy now too. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. Not sure what I'm hoping to find on here, support maybe? Just feel so alone, have lost my husband and just ready to get me and the kids out now.
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