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I just feel I need to talk or I'll go crazy. I have severe depression and severe anxiety. I recently took an large overdose of venlafaxine, which obviously didn't work. I was admitted to a crisis house for 2 weeks and I see the crisis team every day. I am due to go home tomorrow and I can't cope. I take 4mg lorazepam, 50mg quetiapine and 300mg venlafaxine, but nothing seems to be helping. I am in bed right now frozen, I can't go downstairs or call someone. All I can think of is that when I get home I'll try to end my life. I have told people this but I'm still going home tomorrow and I'm terrified of myself. I'm so low and tired but so dizzy from anxiety, I'm panicked. I don't feel like I'm in the world at all, I'm at the end of my breaking point again. I can't even cry.
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