I am going to have to end my life at some point cause it’s over
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hi there, I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t explain my whole situation cause it would be too long but basically I had a bad accident. This have given me a hardcore disability chronic pain and chronic everything like depression , anxiety, hopelessness, etc. my life is over and there is no point to it. I just exist and obtain food and have to stay in isolation most of the time. I cannot let anyone into my life because of the symptoms and what this does to me. The really crappy thing about it is that I am 99.9 percent sure that it can’t be fixed. So everyday I suffer and think about living like I do now for say the next 30 years or so until I die and I just cannot even imagine spanning that much time with this disability and all these symptoms and living in isolation. There is no way that I can do that. But here I am still for now. But I really feel like my time is coming to an end sooner than later. If anybody has any ideas please let me know and I hope anyone else who is suffering can get better.
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jay_babes charlie63146
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sam18386 charlie63146
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You and me both. I have no hope, motivation or strength. I've been there before. Talk to me. I'll talk to you.
jay_babes sam18386
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sam18386 jay_babes
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Hi jaybabes, I couldn't believe what was said! If I feel upset by what people say I normally try to be polite, except in the case of my counsellor whose head I sadly bit off! I feel dreadful for having done that but I was exceptionally cross! I hope you are ok, these responses often get sent to the wrong person.
jay_babes sam18386
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sam18386 jay_babes
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Thank you for your reassurance, I'll see about going back though, I have my doctor contacting me later. I am really not happy. I'll see what she says.
jay_babes sam18386
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sam18386 jay_babes
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Thanks for your support, my doctor still hasn't rang back.
jay_babes sam18386
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sam18386 jay_babes
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jay_babes sam18386
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sam18386 jay_babes
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Hi jaybabes, I need to now speak to my doctor i just hope she listens this time! She didn't last time and laughed at what I said! There's a really serious issue now come up. Let's see what she does.
jay_babes sam18386
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sam18386 jay_babes
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jay_babes sam18386
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sam18386 jay_babes
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Thank you jaybabes but i very much doubt it. I don't quite trust health professionals and this is not easy. I'll let you know if she listens.x
jay_babes sam18386
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sam18386 jay_babes
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Hi jaybabes, sorry to contact so late but I was in my doctor's at 3 then in the shops the chemist and running around as per usual. The doctor took one look at my letter and could see why I would be so upset as what they said was inaccurate she is going to ensure that I see a female consultant too. She could see how I felt and just backed me up.